THE Call

yesterday, I got this phone call at my house. at 11:45PM. for my husband. from a woman. ...

She asked for him by name and wouldn't leave a message. Her name is A, nothing more, nothing less and there's no message. then she hangs up. I will not pretend that I played it cool. My heart stopped, I mean it--literally stopped. then I started obsessing! who is this PERSON and why is she calling my house? I was losing it..

Then I started to regain rational thought-I trust M, I really do or else I couldn't, wouldn't be in this with him. I told him about it and told him I would give him the number. Am I more suspicious, more paranoid because he's not with me right now? maybe but i am trying to be adult about it. maybe it all comes down to me missing him like crazy, more than i could have imagined.

i'm over it (i think...). i'm not going to obsess any more. it was nothing I'm sure. done with my psycho melodrama.

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but i still want to know how the CRAP is calling my house at FRIGGIN midnight trying to talk to my husband.....